Fervid

There was a timeI thought, that you did everything rightNo lies, no wrongBoy I, must’ve been outta my mindSo when I think of the time that I loved you like crazy You LIED USED DECEIVED and i saw the real youI used to need you so bad I’m so through with thatCause you turned out to be the best thing i never hadAnd ill always be the best thing you never hadThank you GOD I DODGED YOUR BULLETS…Some one should really consider calling you a Murderer Considering if i wasn’t in this stable and sure place with Christ and myself you could of been the cause of the end of me BUTunlike like you i am sure of God and so EVERYONE deserves Love even people like you..!!!!I am finally smiling again and its not because of anything that you did honestlyBut its because I LOVED although you USED i loved and loved whole heartedly and THATS WHAT COUNTSI proudly say i’ve found the good in goodbye

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must’ve been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I loved you like crazy 
You LIED USED DECEIVED and i saw the real you
I used to need you so bad 
I’m so through with that
Cause you turned out to be the best thing i never had
And ill always be the best thing you never had
Thank you GOD I DODGED YOUR BULLETS…Some one should really consider calling you a Murderer 
Considering if i wasn’t in this stable and sure place with Christ and myself you could of been the cause of the end of me BUT
unlike like you i am sure of God and so EVERYONE deserves Love even people like you..!!!!
I am finally smiling again and its not because of anything that you did honestly
But its because I LOVED although you USED i loved and loved whole heartedly and THATS WHAT COUNTS
I proudly say i’ve found the good in goodbye

So sad, you’re hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don’t deserve my tears
I guess that’s why they ain’t there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I’m so over you
Baby good lookin’ out

I really don’t like her but i believe this song is truth.

“Unfriend You” <3

I really thought you were the one
It was over before it begun
It’s so hard for me to walk away
But I know I can’t stay

You’re beautiful and crazy too
Maybe that’s why I fell into you
Even though you would pretend to be
You were never with me

So it’s over yeah we’re through, so I’ll unfriend you
You’re the best liar ever knew, so Imma unfriend you
cause I should have known, right from the start
I’m deleting you right from my heart
Yeah it’s over, my last move is to unfriend you

I thought in time that you could change
And my time and love would heal the pain
And I didn’t want this day to come
But now all I feel is numb

So it’s over yeah we’re through, so Imma unfriend you
You’re the best liar ever knew, so Imma unfriend you
cause I should have known, right from the start
I’m deleting you right from my heart
Yeah it’s over, my last move is to unfriend you

You come on to everybody
Everybody all the time
You give up to anybody
What I thought was only mine

So it’s over now we’re through, so I’ll unfriend you
You’re the best liar I ever knew, so I will unfriend you
‘Cause I should have known, right from the start
That you didn’t have a human heart
Yeah it’s over my last move is to unfriend you
Unfriend you

So I’ll unfriend you
Unfriend you 

Tumblr, your the best thing since my diary- With massive amounts of love

Dear Love (A hurting letter to love)

I don’t know what it was that made me question if there was a thin line between love and hate a while back..but i have feeling i understand the answer…

Because as of right now the 80’s rock song “love sucks” seems to be on repeat…although i disagree that love sucks, because i think love is amazing…but at this current moment being without the one i love sucks like hell

Love, life hasn’t been the same…my nights are freezing…

My heart is going through extreme withdrawal symptoms and my body is dying piece by piece…oh Love please return him back to me soon…for i am not i without him & he is the better part of me…he is my one and only Ted.

And also love i have caught on to your little game you take Ted out by making D sick well you are right i love D i love D so much but i am NOT In love with D i am in Love with Ted and only him..

And so on that note love bring him back to me or at least let him know i have not left him…yes i may spend most if not all my waking seconds with D but you are taking D away from me too D is like a brother to me how dare you love how dare you give him cancer

How will i live on without him how could he die without me and i mean exactly that he loves me and would only give up this fight if gave up first but i have not given up on life so why would you steal my family from me like that 

Love, are you LISTENING !!!!! D is only excepting of this sickness because of God 

& This all just makes me want ted back even more than ever D always knew that ted was good for me…i know it seems like the opposite right now but i am here so please Ted for Christ sake in the name of love see me through it all.

Ps. Love it would be nice if you allowed Ted to read this…

Pps. Love how could you hurt me so?

Can i just say there isn’t a good life with out you….there may be life but its sad.-“heart

SUKIYAKI - AHMIR (Kyu Sakamoto “Sukiyaki - Ue wo muite arukou” 

(Source: youtube.com)